The chill which is Portland Fall is officially upon us. I woke up crying this morning. All my joints felt as if they had been stretched beyond their limits, snapped back, and then twisted mercilessly. The chill was quick to set into my bones this year, quicker than any past. It is going to take a miracle to get me through another winter in Oregon.
I will definitely miss summer.
Oh, that magical season when my joints are nice and limber. Always in pain, but nice and limber in the summer, just the same.
This really isn’t that great of a picture of me, taken a few months ago, but I chose it to make a point. Once upon a time I was as flexible as a . . . well, maybe I will let your imagination run a bit. And I can still get into some awkward positions, even at my size and age. Now, bring your imagination back. I didn’t mean for it to go that far!
At any rate, I will miss summer.
Sometimes, no matter what we do, we just cannot get past the pain.
We cannot blink the tears away.
We cannot kiss all the boo boos bye bye.
We simply cannot wish away the pain, no matter how hard we try.
Sometimes, all we can do is distract ourselves, minute by minute, hopefully in healthy ways.
My art is my distraction. Along with the larger pieces I am working on, I have dabbled lately in some whimsy.
Whimsy is good for the soul, good for pain. So is laughing. Smiling. Hugging. Kissing. (Oops. Did I say that out loud?)
Can’t you just picture Charlie Chaplin as he sings about smiling through his pain? Hey, you don’t have to envision! Here’s a Youtube video for you to check out. It isn’t mine, but I thought you might enjoy it.
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it is breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You’ll get by…
If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You will find that life is still worthwhile
If you just…
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That is the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what is the use of crying
You will find that life is still worthwhile
If you just…
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it is breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You’ll get by…
If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You will find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile…
That is the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what is the use of crying
You will find that life is still worthwhile
Blessings for a pain-free day, or at least one filled with laughter.
Love, Jenni Lynn
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